i can't even begin to tell you some of the things that have been occurring, everyday i get more and more ideas about more and more things i want to do; this has been causing me excitement and also overwhelm and stress; it is in these hours that yoga has become even more important to me, that place in witness state where i can see the endless stream of ideas flow; my struggle is not the generation but the execution...
images that have flown through me lately include fire and a cross at the end of receiving reiki and a message to 'clean my glasses'; also, all of you who i know when i think of you i keep seeing animals and i keep seeing fairy tales playing out in your lives; for those who don't know i work at a central library and it has become my friend in a marvelous way; i see it as my own personal collection and my favourite areas right now are the fiction of course as that is my area but also the fairy tale section...
every male and every female contain within them the male and the female archetypes; lately i have had a calling to delve as deep as possible into my female, the old ancestral female, the female nature of reality, the deep inner female in me; i see this as a shamanic journey into the female matrix, and it has begun to express itself in subtle ways in my life, i am seeking the quest...
and my amaryllis that i planted a few weeks ago is blooming... and i planted some wildflowers in a pot and they are sprouting... and it is raining...
