July 7, 2009

I Am Nature

mushla the cat asking for food in the evenings now, never has before, maybe she is enjoying the fresh air of summer, i always get hungry when i am outdoors more... today i received a strength training and aerobic routine at the gym, it was hard going on my left leg, which has atrophied from my knee injury, and it feels a bit out of sorts, but i firmly affirm it is getting better... drinking hot tea right now, and feeling the breeze blow indoors, while my love and a colleague work in the other room, tomorrow we are driving a few hours for work, going to make a road trip out of it...

within me i sense the me that is pure consciousness, right around my third eye, a bright white light; and i sense the lights of my ethereal bodies, and my energetic fields; and i also sense, and then quickly lose, the nothingness, which feels delightfully like home, of everything, the nothingness of all matter, the space of matter

i am so craving the outdoors, our plans fell apart to go to the beach and hiking this past weekend as we worked, but i have planned multiple getaways and know what it brings me - clarity, reconnection and deep inner visions... the link between nature and my visions is so strong, i mean, i am nature

Wave Woman Chant

waves woman woman waves a woman is waves a woman standing in the waves of her life her life a wave and holding a seashell that in it holds the sea sea woman sea goddess grey sea woman holding the sea in her hands and inside the shell if I was to listen I would hear all of the waters of the world within the shell and curve of my ear the waters of the world reverberating reflecting inside my blood I listen to the waters of the world and their wave pattern even their pull during the phases of the moon are all reflected in my body in my blood in my womb in my rhythms in my cycles in my dances in my songs in my dreaming in my lovemaking in my speech in my words wave woman wave woman wave woman